Gramatica

A conjugação de esperar

não é dificil

seu passado commeça com "eu"

eu esperei

o presente acontece habitualmente

entre os risos da gente

espero, espero

ou espere, quando só tenha a vontade

se não tenho a certeza.

O mais complicado é o futuro.

Além das gramaticas da vida

como dificil é de construir

essas duas palavrinhas

vou esperar.

I want someone to know

Try and be honest with your poems.
Even though they are asking me to deposit myself and myself feels torn, myself feels expended, my self feels worn out and wasted in loves forged, sentiment invented.
I am scared I am going to touch the pen and bitterness will drip on the page.
And then my pain will have poisoned not only myself but the writing others will read.
This immortality is undeserved of you, even in the space of bitterness.
Through my love for a man have been inserted in me integrants of humanity that disgust me, that ridicule me for being human.
Within my anger lives the hate for the machinery that fabricated my optimism.
My existence is bleeding in the knowledge that you exist.
That you exist so quietly, so unnoticed from the judgements of others .
I told everyone what you did.
I want someone to know.

Nightraveller

Above the fields of alhambra i see the night sky adoring me like a god of the valleys my old body is stretched to fill the shores the faint light of the moon scatter the shades the shy waves sculpt the freshness of its ends I find the grass under my toes strange i climb the parks and read on the park benches a ceremony of ageing, leaves make their way on my feet like love is born in their fall i stand in the volcanic ashes of my being. sleep carries me always to the next morning.

Νυχτερινή Εκτέλεση

Το φεγγάρι κρεμόταν στον ουρανό
σαν απόφαση
έτοιμη
βυθισμένη στην προσμονή της .
Το χαμόγελο του δήμιου του θάρρους που την προσκαλούσε να χώρισει τη ζωή στα δύο,
Τον αποστάτη τον έρωτα να χωρίσει από το θάνατο του τον απαιτούμενο.
Έστεκε το φεγγάρι στερεωμένο
σαν πορτραίτο
σαν την ψυχή μου,
κοιταζόμασταν αμείλικτα μήπως υποχωρίσει πρώτη η ζωή εκείνη πρώιμος ζητιάνος και καταπατητής γυρνούσε στα πεζοδρόμια, οι γωνίες των δρόμων αιχμηρές, απολείπειν το εγώ μου στην καταπίεση την ελευθερία.
Από ένα τσουβάλι αποχές, από ένα μάζωμα εποχές, απ' τον εχώντων τα σπίτια, να γκρεμιστεί το έχω και οι τριάδες, ν'απαστατήσουν οι έρωτες, ν'ανοιχτούν οι ουρανοί
να ελευθερωθούν οι ψυχές μας οι σκλάβοι απ' τα δεσμά τους.